Friday, August 15, 2003
my piano exam was horrendous! totally! i cldn't play F#harmonic minor. arghs. in the end the examiner said:" nvm, lets try another one." and i kept saying "sorry, can i try again?" double arghs. i hope i scrap a pass. pls... i dun wanna fail. bud i guess i really screwed it. i was so so so scared. and my pieves the tempo wasn't even steady. dead. dead meat.
this wk was horrible! had chem tests today. real scared coz at the end i compared my mcq ans with steph, we had many different ans!!! den lit, i hope wad i wrote was substantial enuff. emaths ytd was terrible too. i believe i can do much better if we had more time. i left so many blanks lorh. dead. my maths is deproving... nxt wk got phy. bud right now, i feel much more relaxed. x) flag day tmr! alr got ppl to donate liao... hees
i was blue-d at 6:45 PM
tdy, tchers toked abt blogging. somehow i feel that they've got a point dere. bud i juz stil feel lyk blogging. haha...
mrs koh is sucha nice and bubbly tcher! she told us abt her sch life in st nix today.(coz our assembly item on school heritage). lotsa tchers said it was good! so hapi! so proud of my class! =) and if u noticed, the 2ugly pau(s) were somewhat made by me. they look really lyk jellys... haha. =รพ den during the show part, esp the tchers part, cld hear the audience laughing etc. makes us so hapi to show that ppl are paying attention n enjoying emselves! i tink they shld haf let the sec4s come for this assembly. i tink the sec4s mite cry and feel nostalgic. memories. memories...
suddenly i feel v.lost and alone in this world. sighs. lyk deres nobody i can really rely on. i shldn't be saying this bud i can't keep it in me.
i was blue-d at 6:37 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2003
wad is becoming of this world? isit not a world when love and warmth have come to live in? wads happened to the human race? is this world juz all abt competition, kiasu-ism, the honest and righteous ultimately loses out? i'm so sick of it. get me outta here pls.
i was blue-d at 12:45 PM
