Wednesday, August 20, 2003
this is a horrid wk. i duno y. got emaths test baq this wk. got so damn low. its not me. sighs. eth lyk deteriorating. i duno wad to do. its lyk my mths and sciences are better den languages so i hafta depend on them to pull me out of the drain, oh make it canal or deep blue ocean. den lyk now... den todays phy test is a nightmare. i tot was ok. as in managable. budden hand in den compare with frenz i realised i made a super duper stupid mistake lor. somemore its lyk that's the first part of the many-parts qn... sighs. byebye marks. byebye. i'm so sad. minus lyk 10 over marks liao lor. the only thing tt'll make me hapi is to be able to see a 32/40 on my paper which is impossible. all i can do is hope. bud i did tys, go thru ws, tb, did my best. y did this happen? y me? n everytime i hope, there is no hope. so lyk no use.
oh man... i tink mrs koh is sucha gr8, fun tcher! love her bubbly self and anecdotes! haha... not lyk someone. refused to explain the qn i din understand. how can lydat. its her responsibility wad...
tiredxsadxexhaustedxhopelessxdisappointedxdepressedxtearsxperspirationxweary
i was blue-d at 5:57 PM
