Wednesday, December 31, 2003
i can't help but feel nostlagic at times... looking baq at the wonderful past. sometimes i juz can't forget the fun we all had. the ups and downs. bud wads past is past, it'll nv come back. the section now is so un united. so distant. so dull. and look at other sch bands, they have the drive. and i can really sense that they enjoy wad their playing. they enjoy band so much. look at their concerts. so filled with enthusiasm, zest and creativity. things u dun ever see here... bud still its a real pity that band will be shut down if we dun get a gold nxt syf. i mean how can they do dat?! and the reshuffle of tchers, i dun understand... so many changes.
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mdm kor left... y din she tell us. why so sudden? and leave us half way? why cldn't she wait til we graduated?
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i hate living in this ugly world. ok, there are nice ppl and not that im perfect. but im trying. and i will do my best. i hate looking at ppl squeeze into mrt trains, not giving way to others. i dun like wad i see bud i can't change anything. i can only tolerate. and my tolerance is running out. ytd, i was queuing up at the machine to top up my ez-link card. guess wad? there was this woman queuing in the queue nxt to me. when she saw the person in front of me was almost done, she quickly inched her way in front of me to use the machine. where has the moral values the government tried so hard to instil in us gone to? moral education? cme?
i was blue-d at 3:05 PM
